Who is this guy?

I cause the laughter in a room
When I sing of doom and gloom
As pathetic as it seems
This is how I dream

I am the butt of every joke
No I don't have the antidote
I offer no reply
No not to you or I

I'm just the junk mail in your box
I am the ticking of your clock
Overlooked and thrown away
This is how I start my day

I am the nightmare in your sleep
Don't let me go too deep
When the surface is so safe
depth is just a waste

I am everything you hate
And everything that you can't take
So "special" and so clean
My head's bustin' at the seams

Your deafness is so loud
And your ignorance so proud
You live inside a box
Take your hate out for a walk

You say you know my type
And you don't believe the hype
"Attention is what he seeks"
"He's just bein' weak"

But the jokes on you
I see EVERYTHING you do
How you shiver in your sleep
The promises that you don't keep

I am your envy