September, when it comes

I have a project
I work when I can
The mirror gets in the way
It reveals what I am

I remember me
I remember when
I use to love somebody
The image of a man

I got bigger
I grew smaller
decayed ambitions
In shit I Waller

Silent screams
Silent agenda
Silent schemes
Silent September

I make my seasons
I take to cope
I hang in freedom
From the rope

I'm awake
But I'm not breathing
Some may laugh
Though none are grieving

Some say " wow, imagine that! "
" All the signs were there! "
" If we'd only listened! " " If he'd only listened! "
" We all told him that we cared. "

Do no more
Do no less
I've won the war
And now I rest