Bill

Another world, living all alone
Another prison that doesn't feel like home
Another name to explain why my mind roams
Another day

Is there a light on somewhere inside this place?
Was that a smile I saw upon my face?
Are there still dreams here close enough to chase?
Can you tell me?

No dark glass or aluminum cans
No Friday night and no social plans
No bar maid to tell my problems too
Just me and you, a new shade of blue

Cover my emotions with little pills
Take away the sadness, take away the thrills
Take away the anger and take away me fears
Make me smile for the rest of my weary years

Someday I'll fit in or maybe rise above
Someday I'll be the one somebody loves
Someday I will look back and laugh about the pain
Someday when they ask, maybe I'll explain
When I'm happy

But for now with reasons no one knows
I have hide the truth, the truth that I don't know
I have to wear my camouflage and hope it doesn't show
No one knows me

Another bottle, another name
Another character added to the game
Another symptom and another problem solved
Another year, how much have I evolved

I'm still ugly
still unhappy
still I miss you